Sunday, January 3, 2016

Makes His Exit

You said this coffee shop sucked
so we grabbed a spot in back.
anything but the screaming wheel
at 7am on a Saturday.

As far from the jobsite
as possible. That’s
where we are: far
as we can get
with our noses still
hanging over
Sniff out that free
time management
and coffee.

So we’re in back of the Bozo
under a clean ceiling
under a clean blue
under which storms have
been grazing for days.
So now all the clean
white babies wheel
their parents around
adventure-morning anticipation.
and each one that rolls
     in the joint
wrinkles up right corner of
     my right eye, the one
furthest from you.
attempts to finagle a blockade
     so you won’t see.
Because it seems now
today and tomorrow
and maybe a morning later
Is all I know of you.
I grow selfishly frantic
in the face of your pain
     even dreamed up,
as if it weren’t always
                  this way.


You’ve gone,
      you’ve gone,
                you’ve  
                      gone

you’ve gone to pry a breakfast taco
out of the fingers of a
      dying paycheck
and I sit both in
      loathing and lust
for men and babies
and the futures they possess
in their silhouettes.
Only I can’t pry
them out with a well-timed
and mannered question.

23 minutes since
            you’ve gone.
I wonder how much
salsa and coffee
hangs in your mustache.

          Bossa nova.



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